The Lawesomeness

Damn its too bad I miss the girl I’m talking to. I shouldn’t feel this way about her its very illogical. We barely serious.
I hate the fact she went to dr. We spoke all the time about nothing, What more can I ask for? She may or may not be one of my followers idc. Whose gonna read this at 5 am? But damn this sucks seeing her lifeless bbm…its actually quite depressing. It really doesn’t make sense. I suppose it rarely does And I suppose its not supposed to…yet as I’m venting I don’t understand what she sees in me, yea I’m awesome but let’s face it I’m a dirtbag. I don’t get it. But if I learned anything from 90’s sitcoms its just go with the flow the more you try to make it work the more awkward it is.
But damn I haven’t spoken to her in less than a week and its driving me crazy yet I might not speak to her till like mid September and her feelings will probably change..I guess this is a test..I’ve never really been good at test. But does it matter if I cheat?
Truly absence makes the heart grow fonder because I was reallllll whatever about it 2 weeks ago…This is getting me mad. its scary to say it but I’m pretty sure I need this girl.